Forgiving Friends

So last night my friend and I were having a late night with 2 other girls. My friend's brother is also one of my really good friends and we get along really well. Anyway, I'm way off the point of the story. So this friend has an issue. She can't be trusted or keep a secret for an hour before she goes and tells everyone what you just said even though you told her not to. I have told her plenty of times that if she does it again I won't be her friend anymore, and I've been putting up with this since we were 5! Every guy I've ever liked that I've told here she's told them. But if I told one of here secrets, just one, she would throw a hissy fit right there on the spot. See how I'm being the good person here? Well a few days ago I was at her house and decided to give her one last test to she if she had changed. I took an old diary at her house that she had had and said, " I'm just gonna write in this,okay?" I wrote that I had really big crush on here brother, knowing she would read it and tell him.! :) but isn't wasn't true. So last night I was acting all lovey dovey in front of her which I realize now was really mean. She whispered something to one of the other there. i later asked that girl want she said I she told me that she had read the journal. I confronted her about it though. I felt bad but I don't know how to get her to understand that backstabbing your best friend just isn't something you do! After that I told her what happened and she said sorry and we made up. I really want to trust her though. But we have to forgive, even though it's hard!!!! But I think that I should trust her... Because if she says she won't do it again then she won't, every friendship has hard times but she really is the best friend ever!!!!!!!! if you ever think you can never forgive your friend try. Try please. because loosing her or him will be the worst feelings you feel. Save yourself the grief and make up with our best friend(s) before it's too late.

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p.s. If she's reading this right now (you know who you are) I'm so sorry. So sorry Shelby. I am as much of blame as you are. I am so so so so sorry for everything, please forgive me.
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