Okay so I guess I better start at the beginning. My best friend and I met 2 years ago in 5th grade. Last year she found a new best friend and deserted me. It didn't happen all at once though, it happend gradually. First she left me during lunch, then on the bus, and finally all together. But her new best friend came up to me once and said, " I would be a way better best friend for her so don't bother! We ctually have things in common unlike you. So stay out of my way!" So I did I didn't talk to her when to other girl was around. Finally she stopped talking to me altogether. A few days ago I saw her mom and she was pregant!!! And had been for it looked like about maybe 4-5 months. And my "friend" hadn't even told me... she just deserted me one day. Now she hasn't talked to me in 3 months and when ever I run into her she looks away, leaves, or scowls. But this is partly my fault. okay all of it is. I made a new friend who was popular and sorta of left her in the "dust". I want to fix it but I think it's too late. She probably wants nothing to do with me... Does this make me a horrible person?
-L